From international development to personal rebirth — navigating motherhood, loss, and identity, one step at a time.

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I am a displaced federal worker and the creator behind this blog.

For nearly two decades, I served at USAID, leading programs in global health and humanitarian response. Then life shifted — I became my father’s caregiver, lost him, and watched the career I had built be dismantled.

Now, I’m rebuilding from scratch. Bureaucrat to Baby Steps is where I share the messy, hopeful journey of loss, legacy, and motherhood — one small step at a time.

This space is less about polished advice and more about real stories of transition, caregiving, and becoming a mother on my own terms.

Becoming an Orphan in My Forties

You spend your entire life knowing that one day your parents will leave this world, but nothing truly prepares you for the day you realize you’re an orphan—even in your forties. Losing my parents wasn’t sudden; it was a long goodbye that somehow still ended too soon. This is a reflection on anticipatory grief, the…