I Was Asked to Tell My Story. I’m Still Not Sure It Matters.
A former public servant reflects on job loss, financial instability, and the emotional tension of sharing her story with policymakers who may not have the power to act.
From international development to personal rebirth — navigating motherhood, loss, and identity, one step at a time.
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Pregnancy Plans and Plot Twists
Read more: Pregnancy Plans and Plot TwistsThe Lived Experience of Pregnancy For most of my career, I’ve been a planner. In government and international development, you learn to thrive on spreadsheets,…
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Inheritance, Not Rebellion
Read more: Inheritance, Not RebellionCategory: Legacy & Love | Motherhood & Moxie When people hear I’m becoming a single mother by choice, they often assume it’s rebellion.For me, it…
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How I Got Here: From Bureaucrat to Baby Steps
Read more: How I Got Here: From Bureaucrat to Baby Steps“This wasn’t the plan — and yet somehow, it’s exactly where I’m meant to be.” If you told me five years ago that I’d be…
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I am a displaced federal worker and the creator behind this blog.
For nearly two decades, I served at USAID, leading programs in global health and humanitarian response. Then life shifted — I became my father’s caregiver, lost him, and watched the career I had built be dismantled.
Now, I’m rebuilding from scratch. Bureaucrat to Baby Steps is where I share the messy, hopeful journey of loss, legacy, and motherhood — one small step at a time.
This space is less about polished advice and more about real stories of transition, caregiving, and becoming a mother on my own terms.
One and Done Wasn’t the Plan
A personal reflection on being one and done, navigating a remaining IVF embryo, solo motherhood, aging parents, and the realities of modern family planning after 40.
When Stability Turns Out to Be Conditional
There’s a particular kind of disillusionment that comes from realizing that the “safe” choices weren’t actually safe. Public sector careers are often framed as the steady alternative. Lower risk. Predictable. Secure. But that stability is conditional. It depends on political priorities, budget cycles, and decisions made far above your pay grade. And when those shift,…
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