From international development to personal rebirth — navigating motherhood, loss, and identity, one step at a time.

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I am a displaced federal worker and the creator behind this blog.

For nearly two decades, I served at USAID, leading programs in global health and humanitarian response. Then life shifted — I became my father’s caregiver, lost him, and watched the career I had built be dismantled.

Now, I’m rebuilding from scratch. Bureaucrat to Baby Steps is where I share the messy, hopeful journey of loss, legacy, and motherhood — one small step at a time.

This space is less about polished advice and more about real stories of transition, caregiving, and becoming a mother on my own terms.

The Dance Party Continues

I’ve been having dance parties for as long as I can remember—from Michael Jackson and Madonna in preschool, to weekends dancing with my best friend in high school, college afternoons and late nights dancing until 5 a.m., to making Bailey Bear my reluctant partner. Now I have a new, very willing dance partner: Baby J.…

Is AI This Generation’s Internet?

At 12 years old, I told my dad I didn’t need dial up internet. A few years later, it became my lifeline while living overseas. Today, as AI reshapes work and society, I find myself asking a familiar question: Is this another internet moment, and do I embrace it or watch from the sidelines?